Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Saturday, September 29, 2007

at a moment this day, i took a pause with a blank stare
sitting at my desk, the keys waited under my finger tips

as if words had value in a priceless world
whose heart bled green with an endless turn?

in the current of a fast cycle spin of the truth
there lies the the truth.

the truth comes by way of warm, soothing pitch black oil.

Monday, September 03, 2007


Happy Labor Day
this is a test of the black hole. do you know the way to the black hole? I mean, is there a way that goes straight to the source? i did once know the straight way but i lost it. then i found it. then i lost it once more. now, i am working on finding it in a different sort of easier way by asking those that know it now. but then again, if i do something about my now like i could when i did have it, then i will be there.

testing
testing
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Saturday, July 21, 2007



stairwell in london
2 pounds to climb

a great fire in london
2 pounds to climb

finding a great message on the wall
priceless

Friday, July 20, 2007

mac or pc? mac for me

Thursday, June 07, 2007

buddha in us


buddha in us
Originally uploaded by menshi mihas

this video is amazing. i was wondering if...

Known Certainty


Do I feel like writing? I do not know.
Do I feel like drawing? I do not know.
Do I feel like eating? That I know.

Do I feel like gardening? I do not know.
Do I feel like walking? I do not know.
Do I feel like eating? That I know.

What is there to eat? I need a cookbook.
What is there to eat? I need a picture.
What do I do for food? I do not know.

What is there to eat? I need seed.
What is there to eat? I need a map.
What do I do for food? I do not know.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

wondering if


Vampire Kitty
Originally uploaded by Domain Barnyard.
there is always a chance of anything

so please, just let it be

then

Sunday, May 13, 2007

i enjoyed this. what is also funny is the comments on you tube. it
seems some people take this way too seriously. well maybe they should. :)

a minute of memory

last night a meal here with some new good friends.
the food was excellent and the company was great fun.

this morning i woke peacefully with the sounds of birds
feeding outside my window, the slumber of my best friend and
my aching to do some yoga or some other exercise.

now, recorded, i can let the memory go.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

LaDell


LaDell
Originally uploaded by malik m.l. williams | photography.
i see ladell as buddha in this image. this image helps me see the buddha in me.

hair story

i can relate to this story.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Fleurs de lotus


Fleurs de lotus
Originally uploaded by yoyolebreton.
here is another discovery on my journey.

i like this photographer.

corner


corner
Originally uploaded by tysonwilliams.com.
i really like this photo by tyson williams.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

i like this new song by erasure. i found it on joe my god.

Go Harvey!!!

NY Times Op-Ed piece by Harvey Fierstein

April 13, 2007
Op-Ed Contributor
Our Prejudices, Ourselves
By HARVEY FIERSTEIN

AMERICA is watching Don Imus’s self-immolation in a state of shock and awe. And I’m watching America with wry amusement.

Since I’m a second-class citizen — a gay man — my seats for the ballgame of American discourse are way back in the bleachers. I don’t have to wait long for a shock jock or stand-up comedian to slip up with hateful epithets aimed at me and mine. Hate speak against homosexuals is as commonplace as spam. It’s daily traffic for those who profess themselves to be regular Joes, men of God, public servants who live off my tax dollars, as well as any number of celebrities.

In fact, I get a good chuckle whenever someone refers to “the media” as an agent of “the gay agenda.” There are entire channels, like Spike TV, that couldn’t fill an hour of programming if required to remove their sexist and homophobic content. We’ve got a president and a large part of Congress willing to change the Constitution so they can deprive of us our rights because they feel we are not “normal.”

So I’m used to catching foul balls up here in the cheap seats. What I am really enjoying is watching the rest of you act as if you had no idea that prejudice was alive and well in your hearts and minds.

For the past two decades political correctness has been derided as a surrender to thin-skinned, humorless, uptight oversensitive sissies. Well, you anti-politically correct people have won the battle, and we’re all now feasting on the spoils of your victory. During the last few months alone we’ve had a few comedians spout racism, a basketball coach put forth anti-Semitism and several high-profile spoutings of anti-gay epithets.

What surprises me, I guess, is how choosy the anti-P.C. crowd is about which hate speech it will not tolerate. Sure, there were voices of protest when the TV actor Isaiah Washington called a gay colleague a “faggot.” But corporate America didn’t pull its advertising from “Grey’s Anatomy,” as it did with Mr. Imus, did it? And when Ann Coulter likewise tagged a presidential candidate last month, she paid no real price.

In fact, when Bill Maher discussed Ms. Coulter’s remarks on his HBO show, he repeated the slur no fewer than four times himself; each mention, I must note, solicited a laugh from his audience. No one called for any sort of apology from him. (Well, actually, I did, so the following week he only used it once.)

Face it, if a Pentagon general, his salary paid with my tax dollars, can label homosexual acts as “immoral” without a call for his dismissal, who are the moral high and mighty kidding?

Our nation, historically bursting with generosity toward strangers, remains remarkably unkind toward its own. Just under our gleaming patina of inclusiveness, we harbor corroding guts. America, I tell you that it doesn’t matter how many times you brush your teeth. If your insides are rotting your breath will stink. So, how do you people choose which hate to embrace, which to forgive with a wink and a week in rehab, and which to protest? Where’s my copy of that rule book?

Let me cite a non-volatile example of how prejudice can cohabit unchecked with good intentions. I am a huge fan of David Letterman’s. I watch the opening of his show a couple of times a week and have done so for decades. Without fail, in his opening monologue or skit Mr. Letterman makes a joke about someone being fat. I kid you not. Will that destroy our nation? Should he be fired or lose his sponsors? Obviously not.

But I think that there is something deeper going on at the Letterman studio than coincidence. And, as I’ve said, I cite this example simply to illustrate that all kinds of prejudice exist in the human heart. Some are harmless. Some not so harmless. But we need to understand who we are if we wish to change. (In the interest of full disclosure, I should confess to not only being a gay American, but also a fat one. Yes, I’m a double winner.)

I urge you to look around, or better yet, listen around and become aware of the prejudice in everyday life. We are so surrounded by expressions of intolerance that I am in shock and awe that anyone noticed all these recent high-profile instances. Still, I’m gladdened because our no longer being deaf to them may signal their eventual eradication.

The real point is that you cannot harbor malice toward others and then cry foul when someone displays intolerance against you. Prejudice tolerated is intolerance encouraged. Rise up in righteousness when you witness the words and deeds of hate, but only if you are willing to rise up against them all, including your own. Otherwise suffer the slings and arrows of disrespect silently.

Harvey Fierstein is an actor and playwright.

Thursday, March 22, 2007

make it real

Sunday, March 18, 2007

not sure what to do today. i have so many things that i could do but nothing jumps at me as urgent or doable. a bit sad for me once again.