Another Lesson in Acceptance

What makes something hard to do? I look at things that I don't want to do as "hard to do". I feel these are things I have to do but I don't want to do them. So I ask, why do I feel I have to do them? It must be the conditioning I have received. The pressures from society and the onslaught of marketing that have created an unconsciousness that leads to internal conflict. Such as, I want to love everybody and see them as a part of myself but I still allow people to piss me off.

I have made progress but my anxiousness still bubbles up from time to time. Oh. This must be another lesson in acceptance. I just needed to write it down. I can and do accept it. So really I do not have to do anything. Every moment is a choice and if I am truly present I will make the right choice for that moment. Through right action I can undo the conditioning I believe has made it imperative not to be present in our lives.