Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Been This Way

Ever since we had to change the time on our clocks to be in sync with everyone else, I have been out of my normal self. I cannot put my finger on what exactly is the problem. If I analyze how I feel, I get a simple answer; I am tired. I am pushing myself to do what I have to do instead of just doing it without resistance. For the entire month of April, I have been this way. I am lingering in bed after I get awakened by my alarm instead of just getting up and enjoying the day. At the end of the day I am dragging. I know my patience is lower and I have stepped off my spiritual path a bit. I take this will pass soon.